I can't believe that it's almost Thanksgiving. Time sure flys by.
2 wees from today I will be 19 and hopefully finally getting my tattoo. I'm going to get a blue hibiscus (SP?) Flower with Codys name on top and his birthday on the bottom. I think it's going to be pretty freakin sweet and I wanna get it on either the back of my neck or my shoulder blade area.
College is going pretty good. I just registered for next term, I'm taking Math, History and Perspectives of Terroism. The stupid college accidently put a hold on my account instead of someone else with my last name.. SO by the time they took the hold off my account all the BIO classes I needed where full... SO I'm going to have to take an extra term of BIO, which means I can't be accepted to Seattle University until 2009!!! I'm so angry about that, but atleast I'll be able to slow up a bit and stop talking 18 credits a term!

I also still have a 2007 Mazda 3 for sale!! Someone needs to buy it because I want my Scion Xb!! The price is $15,500.. No scratches or anything!! Lemme know.. Much love

2007 Mazda 3I For sale!
Perfect condition!
$15,500!
Lemme know!

Hello livejournal world. Its been almost a freakin year!
~Anyway So I'm a sophmore in college. That just seems crazy to me. I have gone through so much in the past 3 years. I'm so much stronger for it though.
Lets see.. My big man is now 2 years and 1 1/2 months. His birthday went really well, he got so much stuff and so many people came.
~School started and my classes have never been so difficult. I'm getting through it though. The hardest part right now is the lack of sleep. On a Good night Cody gose to bed at 8, gets up 2 times in the middle of the night and gets up at like 6:30. I'm so exhausted all the time, its really hard retain any information in school.
~I'm doing ok. Stressing about getting through school. I'm going to transfer to Seattle U next year. I talked with the addmissions lady and she said that I should 100% be accepted becuase I am so deterimed to get through school and provide a great future for Cody. Its not everyday that a 18year old mom of a 2 year old is in her 2nd year of college!! So yeah I'm excited about the move. We are moving to Vashon Island!!!
Also an update on Kai and I. He is completely out of our lives. It's better for Cody that way. Kai was never going to start actully being a father, he didnt understand what being a father meant. Which is not 100% his fault but he should have done things so differently then he did. I will admitt that I kind of miss him being in our lives but he has hurt me so much for so long that I dont think I could ever be around him without being sad, or crying. I miss the person Kai was before I got pregnant. Honestly I keep thinking about all of our memoires before the pregnancy and I miss that. These memories are killing me becuase we were so happy and did so much together and now we can't even look at each other. Our memories make me cry and I hate that, I hate that I still care so much about him and our memories when he clearly doesnt give a damn about Cody and I. It all just hurts, we use to be so close and I miss that. Life goes on though. I have put Kai in my past because he will never come around and be the father that Cody needs.

Anyway Thanks for reading.. Ta Ta for now!

So its pretty much been forever since I have updated. Lets start with Cody becuase he is the most important thing in my life.
Cody- He is 16 1/2 months. He is growing so fast. At the moment he has a slight cold and he has to get shots today. Its going to be extreamly sad. He talks alittle bit, he says Mama, Dada and uhoh its cute. He is exploreing everything and he has almost learned how to open doors. He climbs on like everything. So Cody is doing pretty darn good.
School- College is going pretty good. I passes all my classes last term. This term I am in Business 101, Medical Terminolgy 110, Writing 122 and Math 65. I had 4 midterms this week and I passes all but 1 but I am writing an extra essay to make up for it. I have met some pretty awesome people! Such as Kyle, he rocks my socks lol. April is pretty damn awesome as well. College life ROCKS!
Me- I am no longer working. I quit my job 2 days before Christmas. It was an awesome christmas gift hehe. The store manager there is CRAZY!! Life has been going fairly well, Just exhausted and stressed but working through it. Keeping up with HW is just crazy, MAinly Medical Terminolgy there is so much and its pretty intense. Same with business class. I am in a group and we have to make our own business with start up costs and debit and equity and every aspect of starting a business. Its crazy hard.
Kai and I- have decided to try once again to be civil and work everything out. Probably not going to work but we will see. I hope we can have a friendship, and I hope he will be a father to Cody.
Well Thats all for now!! TTFN

So I have nothing to do in between classes. I got all my homework done, I have good grades in all classes. I should study for this test next week but the class is so easy I could do it in my sleep. I'm bored, I also just got my nails done like an hour ago for the first time in a month yay I have sexy nails!!! So WHats up people talk to me cuz I'm bored!!
AIM Codersiloveyou

Its been a long time since I wrote anything here. I'm in College and so far its pretty cool.I have met alot of awesome people..and some kick ass guys :) I dont think I want a boyfriend right now though. I find it hard trusting guys after Cody's dad and all.
SO Classes are good, Cody is 13 months now. He is huge!
I love Cody so much but sometimes I get sad. I cant go anywhere or do anything. If I do go somewhere I have to take Cody with me, and it doesnt last long because he always throws a fit. I mean dont get me wrong I love the lil guy, but I have no outside life anymore. I cant even remember the last movie I went to. I love him but I'm so stressed and exhausted all the time. I havent seen any of my friends outside of school or work since school started which is over a month ago.
Its hard, I wish Cody's dad would help me out, just alittle. But he wont and It sucks. I'm just so tired :(

I'M A COLLEGE GIRL!!!! WOOT!! HAHA I LOVE MY CLASSES SO FAR, THEY ROCK! Right now I'm sitting in the Financial aid office waiting my turn to get my Emergency loan check. They messed up my money so i had to apply for a loan to get myt books. So yeah life is going good at the moment! Cody is 1! He is awesome!! His birthday was awesome!! All except his dead beat father wasnt there, but what should I exspect? He's a dead beat! Thats all there is to it!!

College is good, Cody is good! Life is life!

Pain pain go away, please dont come back another day..
I loved you and your gone, what can I say?
Pain hurts! life hurts love hurts

Nothing well ever be the same, My heart has died and whats worse I didnt even get to say Goodbye

THE SHIT IS GOING TO HIT THE FAN!! NO ONE TRYS TO GET MY FRIENDS FIRED FOR NO DAMN REASON! I'm so upset right now! Malia is fucking crazy!